METAH

by Bunny Fox

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1.
I watched you writing thank you cards In the Young's portico It was the first time I missed you Though the second time I'd go All the other women were different debts to me you owed Because I've never lost never lost And I don't plan on starting now I want you to ask me about my work And ask me what I believe I love the small noise you make as you shake your head and agree I want to sit across the table from you the rest of my life Because I've never lost Never lost And I don't plan on starting now I used to be a real beauty But my standing drew my wives Their fathers doing favors I was happy to oblige But if you ever leave me I’ll carve my initials in your side I love you I love you I love you I do But I've never lost never lost And I don't plan on starting now
2.
A Hallelujah 02:34
Where shall I go from your spirit? I could settle on the far side of the sea I could take the wings of the morning Even there your hand shall lead You have created my inmost you knit me together in the womb your eyes saw my unformed body So every motion points to you Hallelujah you see through us
3.
There was blood all over the meadow but none of it was mine they had already surrendered So all the fire came from our side The men had ran for cover and left their women all alone We were civilized men But we buried their children with their moms I thought of pontius Pilate but there was no water to wash my hands so I wiped the blood of the gentile onto this once beautiful land I don’t care about your world You can keep your god damned world Glory hallelujah I had to save you from yourself "I would have given worlds, were they at my command, if I could have averted that calamity" If It could be taken from my hands Even David was a killer But his orders came from above It takes a braver man to not kill for those he loves I don’t care about your world You can drown with your god damned world But When No one's left beyond my rifle It'll just be the war with myself
4.
Tempe 03:44
If you're looking for the lonely girls they're with me In a dirt floor cabin in west Tempe I buried all their lovers when they married me I didn't think they all could leave Brigham sends money but not quite enough We are two to a plate and even more to a bunk Please return quick once you’ve gathered enough I need your soft voice and cooling touch Agatha won't you stay When everyone else goes away Prepare me a place within your open arms Agatha I know you feel more than most and your capacity for love means your heart hangs low I know I've never been quick to keep our oaths but I want to see you healed and I want to see you grow Turn your eyes Im the first in the lifeboats why do I get to survive? And the things of earth Were built for my archival just a spree killer running out of brides
5.
La Libertad 04:35
It haunts me while I’m sleeping Where we are no longer married And I wake up In La Libertad I stumble down the beaches Finally defeated Without you In La Libertad It’s never cold here But never Christmas Always lonely in spirit Vegas salvame de libertad Divorced dads Sing drinking songs Extended stay But never stay long Salvame de libertad I broke off Exactly two Of my two hands Digging for you Salvame de libertad If Canaan Is where you are Then why are you so far Salvame de libertad They promised Good news But they won’t get me like you used to Holy choirs And cartoons I had plenty with you in the room Im too young To be without you I’ve been in your bed Every Curfew Salvame de libertad
6.
I learned that I loved you As I watched you across the yard It was the first time I found you Though you never made it that hard when Jesus christ crossed the plains and found his Mexican bride All prophets pagans and thieves Went quiet at the same time I'm just so scared that I'll miss you long after I'm dead Your not tragedy or curse your carved rib from hot hot earth You scrubbed the blood from my jeans And Held church in the yard Taught Our sons how to wash And lemon out their violent parts And I wished I could cut you loose And watch you catch fire But I’d be a terrible mother And you never seem to tire I learned that I love you I want to learn just how to Do some love with you But I couldn’t make it across the yard I wanna be bought and almost lost be able to make you cry or tie your stomach knots I wasted so much time is it too late to learn to love me
7.
Charlot in the corner Charlot with no E Charlot in other countries means "everything" to me Charlot on the dresser When no one’s at home Charlots always caught though Cause shes never really alone Charlot slaying hard times Charlot breaking bread Charlot cracking smiles into unsuspecting heads Charlot, fire and water splashing in the Sun Everyone else burning But Charlots having fun I'd never seen myself in a daughter until Charlot made em bleed defending a wounded rattler that just bit her among the weeds Charlot slayed hard times Charlot broke the bread Charlot cracked the smiles into unsuspecting heads
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Chief Big Foot Lies Lifeless in the Snow Jerusalem Oh Jerusalem Your fathers have failed you I pray you'll rise up in spite of them I had that dream again surrounded by all my friends they'd pinned you with arrows and were looking to me for encouragement Id ask you to love me long after I'm gone but what reason have I given you to mourn Agatha I need to protect you But all the captains of the world couldn’t protect a single curl from my abuse Goliath fell and he loved his people too But his ferocious protection drew him closer to the stone that David threw When someone told me you had left I swear It scared me half to death Come take me home Come take me home Just come get me Please Come put me down for bed and run you fingers through my head Come take me home Come take me home Just come get me Why am I weary of your success? Why should You cling to this violent mess? Come take me home Come take me home Just come get me For every son a mother For every mother a fetter We are Born asunder You either bare your captor Or another mother Jerusalem Oh Jerusalem our fathers have failed you I pray i'll rise up in spite of them Agatha Agatha our mothers are buried under mistresses they married to punish them

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A reflection on oppression, abuse, and privilege through the lens of John D. Lee, a polygamist Mormon enforcer in the 1800s.

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released September 1, 2023

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Bunny Fox Stockton, California

Bunny Fox’s vision is to collaborate with artists in the Stockton, CA and local scene. They aim to support others to grow as a community and as musicians. You will know them by their love for one another.

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